Yesterday during my day long cryfest yoga retreat, I had some time to reflect on my first month of parenthood.
The Good:
Ruby’s laugh – honestly I’ve never hear a sound that makes me happier.
Ruby’s smile.
Her lips.
Her cheeks.
The look on her face first thing when she wakes up – like she’s been waiting for this moment her whole life.
Baby babble: mommomomomomomomom
The clapping.
Licking books.
Giving me a book over and over to read again and again {current favorites: Good Night Gorilla, The Foot Book, I Am A Bunny, and Brown Bear, Brown Bear.}
Pounding the table at meal time for MORE. NOW. PLEASE.
Her high level of enthusiasm for baths.
Pulling herself up using your pant legs and hugging our knees.
Tiny baby feet.
Her Mongolian spot.
Constantly being reminded what needs attention in this moment – sweeping under the bird-cage, turning off the electronics, closing all the drawers – mostly a cuddle with mama.
The Bad:
Worry much? Friends, I am a worrier by nature and since we’ve invited our little nugget into our house I’ve turned the worry dial up to 11 on many a nights. Holy crap – nothing is too small or too big.
The disrupted sleep. The baby sleeps great, but between the worry and the moving, kicking, flopping etc I barely get a wink.
The lack of yoga class. People, yoga at home is awesome, but the community of others? underrated when you haven’t spoken to anyone higher than your knee in a long while.
My body hurts – between the worry, the contortionist sleeping, the picking up and walking around with 17 extra pounds – mama needs a massage STAT!
The Ugly:
One more than one occasion I asked if I needed to brush my hair before I left home. {the answer is always yes. I know, I know}.
The kitchen floor under her high chair.
The front of all her clothes by mid-day. Drool much?
Diapers are disgusting. That is all.
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Thank you for being there for us this first crazy month. We feel so loved and well taken care of. We’re starting to get out and about more and having visitors more regularly, so if you see us around or want to make a date – give us a shout out.
XO.